Forever is over ♥

2011's coming to an end,I've learn lots of things throughout the year,good and bad things happen to me.
All I can say is Never judge a book by it's cover & life still goes on no matter how hard it is :)
Friends are just temporary they come and leave,only true friends stays

Dear 2012,

Please treat me better ok?♥


-CanXun Ng

A new chapter of life,a new beginning ♥

Hi,it's been a long time since I updated this Blog :)

Sorry,been busy all this while,

I'll try make it a long post this time:)

I'm always up to something that would either harm me or others,doing stupid things,finding trouble with people I don't even know.I'll not talk about all the nonsense I've done here,it's really disgraceful :/

I've seen many friends who don't study,they end up either being a gangster or getting low paid jobs outside, Only 1/10 of them are really successful.For the past 3 years people always have a stereotype of me as a gangster just because I've a few piercings. I won't change for anyone,I'm just myself,like me for who I am.I regretted not studying hard all this while,now the world's very realistic,no money no talk.I don't wanna end up being a beggar or selling talents on streets.I wanna be rich and I need a Certificate!!

I realise if I start studying now,getting a certificate and being rich is going to be an easy task.Being a gangster is just a waste of time,it's gonna be 2012 and it's very 'bo hua' to play gangster. Many people use to tell me "aiya gangster no future one la" . I'll just give them a bird face and ignore them.Thinking back what they say, it's really kinda ture.

After all this while,I realise education is the most important and it should be my top priority all the time.

I retained when I was on secondary 1,although people around me don't laugh or joke about it in front of me but I know all of them are doing it behind my back.It's just a disgrace of me.

watching people of the same batch with me going up to the next level and me still stuck in the same place.

I've not wake up after I retained and still got the last few positions on class for about a year and a half.

But I realise teachers around me are saying that I wouldn't make it to secondary 3 and it's a comfirm.

At first I don't give a damn,but after a few days of reflecting and I realize if I was to retain again then my batch would graduate at sec4 and I would still be in sec 2.

I tried studying,reading books and doing revision but it doesn't work,because I didn't put my heart in it,and September common test came,I didn't studied for it and still,I've gotten the last few in class,End of years was coming and I really got to buck up,I put my heart and did lots and lots of revision but wasn't so confident.

Because there's too much topic to cover within weeks.

End of year finally arrived,was quite nervous,tried my best for the papers,hoping to get good results.

I've gotten a few 'A's but when I got back my report book I was rank 37/40.

My bad results from the past year'd pulled my grades down a lot.I managed to get A'maths. All the teachers were shocked about my improvement and I've received lots of praises.I'm quite happy,it was the first time I was treated and looked as a good student. It wasn't so bad been a good student,rather then sitting at detention classroom almost every week and always out of class to meet principal or V.principal.

This years was a lucky escape for me,even though I scored good grades but my chance of retaining was still very high.Next year I'm gonna start studying hard and get good grades,I wanna change the view of teachers,friends and everyone towards me. I want them to know that it's not that I can't study,it's just that I don't wanna study:)

-Sorry For The Poor English-

-CanXun Ng :D

Illusion

went to lots of places today,have fun today^^
3+ went to marsiling area,4+ went to 515,6+ went to causeway point.
8+went home,8.30 went to coffee shop drink beer,drink abit only not fun enuff :x

next time must drink drink drink till I finally drunk^^
k byebye

rainbow after the hurricane

bad things happen to me alot recently,but if I just face them strongly,I know that everything would be back to normal. no point do stupid things for people who are not wroth it.
After a Hurricane,comes a rainbow. and I know my rainbow is coming soon,cos everything's gonna end soon.

Tired.

I don't wanna love anymore,don't wanna hurt girls and get hurt either way.
I'm tired,I'm tired,I'm really tired of rs,tired of girls,tired of love,tired of everything.

going to geylang today for dk what,hope I can have fun today :)
byebye:)

Just a dream.

I'm tired of always giving girls my 100% and always end up getting myself hurt.
I'm tired, I'm tired of everything,
bye.